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Well then...
If you would please excuse me,
I'm just gonna hide
In a corner,
And cry.
Because you have no idea
How much it hurts missing you.
I miss you.
And I won't see you till next week.
I would love to chat,
But I'd have nothing to say to you.
Could I throw a rock at your face,
So you know how much it hurts me?...
Sorry..
Off I go to my lonely corner.
*sobs*
If you would please excuse me,
I'm just gonna hide
In a corner,
And cry.
Because you have no idea
How much it hurts missing you.
I miss you.
And I won't see you till next week.
I would love to chat,
But I'd have nothing to say to you.
Could I throw a rock at your face,
So you know how much it hurts me?...
Sorry..
Off I go to my lonely corner.
*sobs*
I hate myself .-.
Ugh...
Like why?
Okay, so I know having crushes is normal-
But with three people?
That're my brother's friends?
Awkwardness.
Like really..
They're all really funny.
Let's just name them Guy 1, Guy 2, and Guy 3.
Well, he(my brother) doesn't really talk to Guy 2 and 3.
But Guy 1, practically his best friend.
Ugh... I don't even really talk to them.
Our conversations:
Guy 1- Group convos
Guy 2- When he's playing with my hair
Guy 3- Orchestra and sometimes at church
I've known Guy 3 since I was in sixth grade. Then Guy 2 since seventh. And Guy 1 this year.
They're all good looking. So cute..
UGH.
THEY MAKE ME SO FRUSTRATED.
THEY
I Hate This..
I really hate this.
I hate how I can't get over you.
I've been lying to myself this whole summer.
I wish I could get over you.
I want to.
Really.
You're not here with me anymore.
I don't want to spend my time on you.
I don't want to think about you anymore.
I don't want to dream about you anymore.
I don't want to like you anymore.
I just want to stop.
Please.
I'm always off in my own little world.
Thinking.
About you.
About me.
Us.
Everyone else.
Geez...
You're always on my mind-
And I can't help it.
I don't want to be hurt again.
I'm sorry.
I need a way to vent.
Bye..
Thoughts... #4
It's pretty sad...
Saying goodbye to someone you love.
Especially when you know they're not going to the same school as you.
It hurts.
And seeing that they won't talk to you when you try,
Hurts even more.
Ignoring you.
You really want to talk to him
But don't want to seem clingy or needy.
So you hold yourself back,
In hopes that maybe he'll actually want to talk with you.
And you wait...
And wait...
And wait...
Nothing.
And it's killing you inside every day.
You just want to cry & scream & hide.
But you don't because your tears won't come out.
So you just fake everything you do behind a smile.
You don't want anyone
Seriously..
You're kidding right.
How can YOU be/feel lonely?
Seriously.
You've taken my friends away.
What more do you need?
Do you need my RL friends too?
How about my family?
Do you need their attention?
What's wrong?
Yeah, okay, sure,
You might have things going on in life that's not good.
I get it.
But you don't need every single person to notice you.
Besides, the more "friends" you have,
The more bullsh-- you get.
Another thing,
You're an awesome artist.
No need to "steal" people.
Eventually, others will come to you.
To praise you.
To admire you.
To thank you for being good at drawing.
Gosh, I'd never say that to you though..
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